To Covet (GL) - Chapter 61

In a trance, I caught a faint scent of metal in the steam.

The water took an exceptionally long time to boil, so long that I suspected it was broken.

The only benefit was that its frantic, hurried rumbling could mask the various sounds made during our deep kiss, like an attempt at self-deception.

Knowing it was impossible for anyone else to discover us, I still instinctively wanted to pull a modesty curtain over the window.

When the kettle automatically switched off with a snap, I abruptly heard my own increasingly rapid breathing and instinctively gripped the cloth of Yu Zhouwan’s clothing.

Lying on the cramped sofa, I saw old exercise books and children’s magazines under the coffee table. On the cabinet were apple twigs left over from keeping a hamster. The colorful crayon stains in the floor cracks still hadn’t been wiped clean. It was as if many past versions of me were silently gazing at the body immersed in primal desire.

I remembered what Gao Rui had casually mentioned about Yu Zhouwan’s past, so I reached out, cupped her face, and stared into her eyes. Because we were so close, I couldn’t discern what emotion was hidden in her eyes, only seeing my own distorted reflection.

Yu Zhouwan paused, then pecked the corner of my mouth.

I grabbed her hand, pulled down the waistband of my form-fitting pants, and guided her hand slowly downward. Under the pressure, her thumb pad repeatedly rubbed the fabric, occasionally tapping it, as if meticulously tracing its outline.

I recalled the first time I saw Yu Zhouwan in Linzhou. The formerly unattainable Miss Perfect, whose hands had painted many beautiful artworks and touched elegant piano keys. Yet this good girl was addicted to the pleasure of bondage and the shame of incest, constantly craving to be tied up for sex, inevitably seeking out phone sex in hunger, and calling herself “Master’s puppy” under the debauchery of masturbating to the point of ejaculation.

I bit her smooth wrist, leaving a faint tooth mark, as if stamping my signature on a satisfying work.

The kiss was hurried and clingy. I was still awkwardly trapped on the sofa, my calves resting on the armrest, feeling a subtle pain from Yu Zhouwan’s body weight pressing down, yet I hugged her even tighter.

Her fingers were cool. When they touched the flesh of my inner thigh, I couldn’t help but let out a small hiss. But my instantly tense nerves were soothed by her teasing through my underwear. Her knuckle pressed against my clit under the squeeze of my thighs, sliding back little by little. As she went further back, she gradually pressed deeper. Her thumb pad and knuckle alternated, teasingly pressing and drawing circles at my vagina entrance. I felt heat flowing out in waves, and the fabric was already soaked with fluid.

“Sister…” I hugged her neck and held her slightly parted lips again. “How did you know where I live?”

“Dad said he wanted to send you something before and kept the address.” She answered truthfully.

“Sister knew I was coming back and immediately rushed here to find me. Are you that impatient to… fuck your own little sister?”

“Or, has Sister masturbated so much these past few days that she figured out all the sensitive spots and wants to try them on her little sister?”

Yu Zhouwan’s heavy coat slid to the floor. Her fitted sweater highlighted her curves. I reached my hand inside, feeling her smooth skin, covered with a thin layer of sweat. Moving upward, I felt a metal clasp. I followed the strap forward, cupping her breast, and felt the nipple slowly hardening in my palm.

“Yu Keyi.”

She increased the pressure of her hand, spreading the fleshy seam that was already thoroughly lubricated. I couldn’t help but let out a drawn-out moan.

“Do you really like her?”

She didn’t name names, and although I felt a little dizzy, I knew who Yu Zhouwan was referring to.

“When I was masturbating, I desperately wanted you to hold my hand, thinking of being close, just like this,” Yu Zhouwan deliberately slowed her finger movements. “But hearing you talking and chatting with her, and not giving me instructions, made me so sad…”

“I won’t like her, and I won’t like anyone else.”

I clamped my thighs tighter, moving my body down slightly, allowing her fingers to go deeper.

“I only love Sister. I only want to make love with Sister.”

I lifted her sweater, hugged her waist, and took the erect nipple into my mouth, sucking and tracing it. Her waist immediately went slack. She obediently offered the ripe red fruit forward. Her fingers kept rubbing and tapping my clit, stimulating it to secrete more fluid, which ran down my thighs.

I bit my lip, my mind briefly hazy. After the pleasure peaked and subsided, it was followed by the stickiness of bodily fluid and a hint of longing for intimacy.

Yu Zhouwan gripped my hand tightly as if seeking security, and the residual warmth of the fluid stained the spaces between my fingers.

“These days… have you been masturbating while thinking about your own little sister’s face every day?”

“Yes,” Yu Zhouwan lay on top of me. “I want Master to tie me up with a rope, and then have me kneel on the bed to suck Master… Thinking about doing that just makes me get wet.”

“Making Master climax is what a puppy should do,” her head rubbed against my chest. “Keyi, satisfying your little sister’s needs is Sister’s responsibility.”

“What does Sister usually like to use when masturbating?” I rubbed her ear piercing. “Just her hand?”

“Mhm…”

“Don’t you want to try other toys?”

“I haven’t tried…” Yu Zhouwan’s voice was small. She subconsciously still found masturbation to be a private and shameful act. “Keyi… have you tried?”

“No,” I winked at her. “I’m waiting for Sister to teach me after she learns.”

The clothes on my upper body were intact, but my lower body was already a mess. Regaining a shred of strength and reason, I was about to look for tissues to clean up, but Yu Zhouwan suddenly lifted me. She clenched her teeth, looking labored yet determined, and stumbled slightly to the bedroom door.

I was practically thrown onto the bed. She tumbled down with me. I placed my hand on her body, feeling the rise and fall of her breathing.

Yu Zhouwan’s scent was extraordinarily alluring, making me want to tear off her clothes and nibble on her soft body to find out which layer of skin this tempting, delicious fragrance was emanating from.

I wrapped my arms around Yu Zhouwan’s waist to stop her from getting up. We quickly stripped off each other’s clothes and tossed them on the floor. The coldness made us press tightly together, completely naked.

“Yu Keyi, tell me the truth, okay? Don’t lie to me,” Yu Zhouwan suddenly asked seriously. “I want to know, when you deliberately did that to me back then, was it simply because you knew I was a lesbian, and you wanted to use that as a reason to humiliate me and take revenge on them?”

The hand I was using to pull the blanket suddenly froze.

I suddenly hated myself, as if I had woven an enormous web of lies and completely trapped Yu Zhouwan inside it.

I felt that a simple “yes” was too cold, requiring me to add my obsession with her to make up for the damage, while a “no” would be an overly false net, with no single knot matching my words and actions.

“You can bully me back,” I grabbed her shoulders. “Sister, if you’re angry, you can do anything you want to me.”

Yu Zhouwan bit hard on my neck. I nearly cried out from the pain. I had the illusion that she wanted to bite through an artery and kill me. I squeezed the soft flesh of her arm, leaving a series of faint indentations.

“Sister…”

Yu Zhouwan pulled my arm, using her knee to rub back and forth against my pussy. The hard bone beneath her skin forcibly opened the gap, brutally colliding with the most vulnerable part deep inside. My vision blurred. The pain surpassed the pleasure, and my fingers gripped the sheet.

She forcefully pulled my legs apart. Her finger barely touched the vagina entrance before stabbing straight in.

“Sister, it hurts so much…” The sensation of a foreign object suddenly and forcefully intruding sent a wave of soreness and numbness from my lower body up to my waist.

I suddenly recalled that in our previous acts of penetrative sex, she had thoughtfully performed sufficient foreplay, at least licking me with her tongue. But after the climax earlier, I was almost completely dry beneath her, with practically no lubrication.

“Wuu… It’s so uncomfortable…”

I squeezed my eyes shut, only reopening them after the sensation of intrusion had slightly subsided.

“Sister Wanwan…”

I suddenly felt a little scared, reaching out randomly to feel her arm, sensing that her movement had pushed in a little further.

“Gentle…” My voice trembled with the plea.

She pressed down on my legs, forcing them completely open. She slightly withdrew the finger inside me, but didn’t stop the motion immediately. She inserted it fully again, using her thumb pad to press and rotate on my clit, reigniting the pleasure of an external climax.

“Slow… slow down…” The soreness and tingling intertwined. I could only utter fragmented words.

If the act was purely motivated by revenge initially, Yu Zhouwan’s movements became much gentler when she began rubbing the tip with her thumb. My pussy continuously secreted lubricating fluid. Her finger stimulated the sensitive spots inside my vagina as it moved in and out. She deliberately curled her finger to explore, repeatedly touching the sensitive area just as I was shaking uncontrollably.

I knew my position right now was utterly wanton—my legs were draped over her shoulders. My entire lower body was in Yu Zhouwan’s line of sight. She was witnessing the scene of fluid gushing out of me.

“Mhm…” I hugged Yu Zhouwan’s neck, soliciting her kiss, grabbed her hand, and guided it to my soaking wet vagina entrance. I slightly arched my waist, slowly welcoming the insertion of her index and middle fingers.

The room was the place where I grew up. The objects and furnishings around me were incredibly familiar. The bed and blankets were what I had slept on since childhood. I was overcome with a sense of shame, as if being seen by familiar family members in a state of rampant lust. Yet, I couldn’t suppress the moans and cries of sex emitted during the repeated thrusting.

“Sister, ah—ah… I… I’m about to…”

“About to what?”

Yu Zhouwan continued to rub my clit, which was almost red and swollen. Her fingers deliberately inserted halfway into the vagina entrance, rotated around the sensitive spot, and then fully entered.

“I… I can’t hold it…”

“Mhm… wuu… it’s going to squirt… I’m about to climax…”

I felt my entire body relax. For a few seconds, my mind went blank. I watched helplessly as the sheets beneath me became soaked, along with Yu Zhouwan’s forearm. Clear fluid flowed between my legs. I tried to reach for the tissues on the floor, but an overwhelming wave of exhaustion washed over me.

When I opened my eyes again, the sky had already grown dim.

I felt the slick contact beside me and the arm draped over my waist, realizing I was lying in Yu Zhouwan’s embrace.

Two naked people were squeezed onto a narrow little bed. I turned over. Yu Zhouwan was roused by my movement and looked at me with her most practiced, innocent expression.

“Sister Wanwan.” I leaned in to kiss her lips.

“Are you still uncomfortable?” Yu Zhouwan tried to reach for the clothes on the floor, but I pulled her back down.

“No, I’m not uncomfortable,” I found her hand under the covers. “Sister, my precious puppy, your technique is so good.”

Yu Zhouwan suddenly got up, hugged my waist, and began sucking and licking my collarbone, moving all the way down to bite my nipple.

“Then Master will only fuck the puppy alone from now on. Don’t look for anyone else.”

I hugged Yu Zhouwan, nestling against her for a while, until my aunt called to urge me to come back for dinner.

“I’m out with a classmate. I’ll be a little late.”

I casually made up an excuse, guiltily glancing at Yu Zhouwan.

“I’m definitely coming back for dinner. I’m already on my way back. I’m waiting for the bus.”

“Keyi, do you really not want to come back to Linzhou with me?” Yu Zhouwan re-pinned her hair. “We don’t have to stay at home.”

“No, I have to stay with my grandmother. She’s old,” I looked at myself in the mirror. My cheeks were still abnormally red. “Since my mom passed away, she often sits there lost in thought. My uncle and I are both afraid she might get Alzheimer’s, so I want to find more opportunities to spend time with her.”

“Then I’ll go back with you.” Yu Zhouwan leaned on my shoulder.

“No, I’ll take you to the high-speed rail station to go back to Linzhou.”

I knew my uncle and the others deeply resented Yu Hanyang. I didn’t want to put Yu Zhouwan in an awkward position, being needlessly targeted by their hatred.

“We’re going to have to meet them eventually. Meeting them now is fine.” Yu Zhouwan was being uncharacteristically childish and clingy today.

I paused, only the word “eventually” registered in my mind—

Did “eventually” mean the future?